| It seems to be a long time didn't update my Xanga.... Really a lot... No energy to force me to study. In buffalo for couple months. Everything is new, everything is totally different. When i get used to and believe something, i thought i will last forever. This couple days give me an good answers about it is totally wrong. Things can change more then you thought. It just never to be true and please try not to believe.
Feel disappoint about lots of things. Just because of wt?? Maybe I was thinking totally wrong in last two years. I don't know what is going on and how things going on now. I can't take care of it and I am sick to take care of it. It is tired enough for me to take care my study and part-time job. -.-|||
Library is my home -.-||| Stay in library more than stay in my room. Wt can i Say about that. I will not blame on anything or anyone. It is because i chose this road and i got to take responsibility for my decision. Everyone one should take responsibility for that 2. And just like I said, feel sorry for wt i did. However, i saw things which is just like wt i did in my past.
We are all human and we will make mistake. I am not willing to see you make any mistake and feel sorry about what you did. It is not the right road for you.
Anyway, i can nothing and i will not do anything for that.
Hope you feel happy about what is going on now and will not feel bad about ur own decision. Sometime i am thinking about am i making the right decision to you and i do think i may did wrong. While i know everything will not go as i expect now, it will be in the right in the future. It is because at least you can learn from wt you did. You will not have that feel that deep even other people tell u that it is wrong. So i still confidence about what decision i made.
Stilll learning how to live without your shadow. While it is tough, as least i think i am on the right track. And it is a right track for you too.
Probably when i totally disappear in your life, your life will be way better. Sorry about that.
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| Is it time for me to update my xanga a little bit?? Didn't take care of this shit for a while... Beacuse of i am damn fucking lazy and facebook pop up...
And i forgot the password b4 -.-|||
Time for me to do sth and work it out...
Now in HK.. like a month... but ...
Got a job... pretty gd... tough and hard... Tons of stress... Other than that... type it later la |
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| It seems that i didn't take care my xanga for a long time...
Suddenly want to write something to release my stress... Life is like a box of chocolate, you will never know what you will get next...
You may stand of the top today; tomorrow will be a different day...
You may turn up side down... There have different kinds of people...
They have different need and go up together... Don't want to care that much...
Just want to relax and be myself...
When is the day going to come??
It may happened tmr... or maybe never... Just believe urself... and you will be fine...
Just hope it... don't expect myself too much...
Coz i will never know what kind of chocolate i am going to get next....
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| Life is so shit....
So shit...
Wt can i do for that..... |
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| Just so many things piss me off -.-|||
Wt the hell with my life....
So unlucky -.-||| |
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